Weekend Update

So, I survived another week at work. More layoffs this week. And, we are expected to roll with it. I have said that I'm not going to worry about it, but I know I am. My night guard for my teeth is getting an extra work out from my teeth grinding. My muscles are tight around my neck and I'm just tired as hell. I have to do my taxes. I tried to e-file, but got rejected because someone else has filed with my social security number. What the H? I called the IRS. Umm, no help. I just have to send it in old school style and let them figure it out. She said worst case, someone has stole your identity. Yeah, no worries there-useless, piece of crap- lady on the other end of the phone that was waiting to take her break and needed to get me off the phone. Whatever! Plus, the anniversary of my Mom's death is coming up and she has been on my mind a lot lately. In fact, I remember that I had a dream about her last night. I don't remember the premise or storyline. She was really young, so I must have been a kid in the dream. Subconsciously, I know there is a lot going on.

Not a lot planned for the weekend. I have to take Momoso to vet in the morning to get his rabies shot so he can attend the Adopt a Pet event tomorrow at PetSmart. I'll work that event, too. I also started the "The Blind Assassin" by Margaret Atwood for my book club meeting in February. And, I need to finish reading the latest Steve Berry book. I hope to get a lot of reading done this weekend. And, a little extra sleep. It sounds pretty boring to most, but not spending money and a relaxing stress free weekend?? Ahhh.

I'm going to go read and get lost in another world, cuz mine is stressing me out!

;-(

Momoso

I found this dog wandering around my courtyard at my apartment complex. I was walking my dog and he just came up to us and started playing with Riley. I waited for the owners for a long time, but it was getting cold. So, I got him to follow us back to my place. He walked right into my apartment and make himself at home. He wasn't underfed. He needed a bath and had a few mats, but I could tell this was someone's dog. He had a collar, but no tags. So, the next day, I went to the complex office and told them. No one had reported their dog missing. So, I put up some signs around the complex and posted a couple ads online. I took him to the shelter I work at and had him tested for heartworm. He was negative. I gave him a bath and a friend helped cut some of the mats. Two days later, I'm walking out my door taking the dogs for a walk and a neighbor see us and said, "you found Momoso". I asked if he was her dog and she said no, but he was this girl on the second floor. I told my neighbor to tell the girl I have her dog. No one shows up to claim him. I find out that this girl doesn't want him now. She said that since he was happy with me, I could keep him. Ok, she did not "lose" her dog. I suspect she dumped him and he found his way home. I think the best thing for little Momoso is that I found him. He is now going to be up for adoption at the shelter. We are going to find him a way better home! He is the sweetest dog. My cat doesn't like him, but he doesn't chase her. He plays with my jealous dog like a brother. He is right by me always. I go to the kitchen, he follows and lays down. I go to the bedroom, he follows. In fact, he is laying right by my feet as I type this. I'm glad I found this little lost dog. And, I hope he has a happy little doggy life.

Umm, some people suck!

;-(

Ben Franklin Wasn't Kidding

The economy continues to cause worry and anxiety around the world. The news is all about the nasty economy. And, there is no end in sight. It's only going to get worse. Or, so "they" say. The job loss last year was 2.6 million people in the US. This is the worst job loss since 1945. 19-freakin-45. Ok, I grew up with pretty frugal parents. So, I should know how to do it. But, it's hard! Really. I'm from the credit card, instant satisfaction era. I want it and I want it now. Yesterday reminded me that the threat of losing my job is real and ever present. My company lay offed 10% of its workforce worldwide. I watched two people on my team get called into the office, come out and pack up their desk. It was awkward and uncomfortable. It made your stomach turn. It scares the hell out of you. You don't want your phone to ring. You feel terrible for the ones that lost their jobs, yet you feel a sigh of relief that it wasn't you. This time. Suddenly, in one crazy, stressful day you realize how willing you are to give up your movie channels and monthly massages. Pinching pennies and cutting expenses is my mantra right now.

;-(

Say NO to Resolutions

Just say NO!

I think I heard the average resolution is tossed out by the end of January. And, this creates a sense of failure. It's a vicious cycle. This year, no resolutions for me. I think what I'm going to do this year is say "yes" more. I saw the movie "Yes Man" with Jim Carrey last week. And, It was an pretty good movie and I really related to it. So, I've decided that I'm going to say "yes" more to life. I think you get so comfortable in your protective cocoon that you begin to shut out the world. So, like Obama on the campaign trail....

"Yes, I can".

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